Man, I have to say that God is pretty stinkin' INCREDIBLE. I mean, we say that alot in church and believe it on some level, but to see God TOTALLY BLOW my tiny finite mind is for sure something to behold. Let me start with... I'm an Idiot sometimes. I have this innate ability to put God in a box and usually up on a shelf until I need something. Then when I do need Him I take my dusty little box down make unusual promises and oaths for what would be some miracle of sorts.
I.E. When 22 weeks pregnant with Bree the doctors told me that I was going to be having my baby that night and that she would not survive. I wasn't to laugh, hiccup, sneeze or anything. It was a bit crazy, but I knew/know that my God is bigger than that...but oh yeah I had to get Him out of the little box I had put Him in. So I had a heart to heart with HIM and made all these promises like the usual: quiet time everyday, deeper more intimate prayer life, reaching out to others in my same situation. Did I do any of what I promised God so that He would keep me and my Baby safe??? Not really. I did some things but not whole heartedly or consistently. He knew what He was up to all along. He knew exactly what was going on and had a perfect plan for me and Miss B. (The rest of this can be saved for another day).
The point is I know God can do big things, but when do I ask, or better question ...why do I generally only ask on the BIG things? I know He cares about little things to. Like where I placed my favorite bow of Bree's or to help the car to start when it won't. In the 25 years that I lived in a evangelist/pastor's home I've seen miracles, God's provision in people's lives time and time again. Why do I tend to not trust God with everything? This is a goal for 2010 and forever. Well, to get to the guts of the story our church this year did a big missions giving push in Mid-December. In my initial opinion not the right time with it being Christmas, but for Todd and I it was the perfect time. This year Todd and I had decided that we were going to buy new bedding for our master bedroom and redecorate a bit. We didn't really NEED anything and this is what we came up with. Well, more like what I came up with and he went along with. Anyway, when we started having missionaries come to our Sunday School Class we of course began to feel a burden to give. However, Todd and I have had several unexpected expenses with car repairs and bills come up recently. We began to pray and analyze our finances as to what we COULD AFFORD to give. We looked to see what we had given last year and we definitely couldn't repeat that. The church began to challenge the congregation on ways to save money to GIVE or areas that we could cut back on. Well, Todd and I decided that we didn't need to redecorate our room right now. That we could wait on that. That would be ok. Well we prayed and finally decided on a figure that stretched us, but God said to give this amount so we did.
All of a sudden things just started to happen. 1st: My parent's gave us a Cash gift for christmas in the exact amount of what we had given in the BIG GIVE. 2nd: My Brother, who joined the Army, gave us his bedroom furniture which is only a couple of years old and beautiful. We've been using my parents stuff from the early 80's. Totally helps with the whole wanting to redo the Master Bedroom 3rd: Todd got a bonus at work that we were not expecting at all. 4th: Our Tax Return is much more than we were expecting. All in all God in His infinite provision blessed us with more than 12 fold of what our original gift was. He truly is amazing. I Do NOT in any way write this to brag on us, but to give God the GLORY for his infinite and awesome provision in our lives. Thank you Jesus for giving us the oppurtunity to see ONCE AGAIN how truly faithful you are even when we are not consistent in our own faithfulness to you.
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